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Day 0: 2023.09.19
OMAHA!
I’m calling an audible. The original plan was for Day0 to be Monday the 18th. But between work and home, there were too many “developments” to give me time to prep. I woke up this morning and thought: “I’m supposed to drive 3 hours, get all my groceries for the week, and then ride a century?” Two seconds later it was decided: Day0 shall be today!
I had a relaxing drive to Wenatchee, a leisurely stroll through the grocery story, a calm unpacking in Entiat, a pressure-free stroll around Chelan Butte, and a fun spaghetti feast cooking and storing. I even snuck a visit to the house. I’m writing up this day report and then I’m heading to bed for hopefully a solid 9.
My annual renew is typically a full week event, leveraging parts of the two weekends that bookend the week. But given a leadership offsite at work that I really wanted to make, I opted to shorten this one by a couple of days.
Goals for Renew 2023:
- Bike: a century each day
- Write: a new post each day
- Read: each day
- Siblings: call a different one each day
- Sleep: yes
- TV: none
- Games/Puzzles: none
Rule for day 0: no music (I liked my music-less start last year so much I’m doing it again: Tuneless drive; Budless bike; Speakerless apartment. Tuneless tune-in.
Chelan Butte has 5 tiles that are playing hard to get. I decided to go collect some of them. I got the hardest 3.
- Lowlight of the day: smoke is coming in from the North. Not too bad, as it was high.
- Highlight of the day: adaptability; I can’t imagine how I’d feel right now if I had pushed to knock out a century today.
- View of the day: the barely-there roads I was riding to get these remote tiles
- Explorer Tiles collected: 3
Photo Story:
Renew23, Day0: OMAHA! | Ride | Strava
Day 1: 2023.09.20
Leaning into the Agility
Rule for day 1: no complaining; just pedaling.
Last year’s Renew had pretty predictably good weather the entire week. This year it’s not that easy. There’s wind, there’s some cold, and there’s rain! So rather than lay out the order of routes at the beginning of the week, what I did last night was check Epic Ride Weather for each of the routes and then pick the best fit for the day. Obviously, each day I continue this practice has one less route to choose from. So I can still be painted into a corner in the end and just have to ride the last one regardless of whether or not weather is cooperating.
Today’s route selection wasn’t so much a good fit for the weather as it was just the lesser of the evils. I started out in rain and below 50 degrees. Good thing “Rule of the day” was in place. I was near complaining on several occasions, but then found some good topics to focus on and distract myself from the non-ideal weather.
- Lowlight of the day: Raining for first 90 minutes
- Highlight of the day: Finally seeing my shadow 375 minutes into the ride.
- View of the day: The views coming south out of Okanagan were gorgeous. I snapped probably 20 photos, and then picked my favorite handful.
- Explorer Tiles collected: 119!
Photo Story:
Renew23, Day1: Leaning into the Agility | Ride | Strava
22 tiles
Day 2: 2023.09.21
Shady P’ass kicking
Rule for day 2: climb until your body cries “Uncle!”
Last year’s Renew was a departure from my back-to-back centuries format. Because I was playing in the dirt, it didn’t seem realistic to do a century mostly off-road. This year, I am trying to get back to the centuries, so I split the difference and made some routes with some dirt, but mostly pavement.
Today was the legendary Shady Pass, sitting at an elevation of 6400ft (Entiat, where I launched from, is at 700ft). The first 31 miles are a slow climb alongside the Entiat River, getting me to 2400ft. Then, it was 7.7 miles for the next 3700ft. 480ft/mile = 9.1% average grade. I’m not sure I’ve done that long continuous climb on gravel (though Solstice was pretty close).
So to help get me mentally ready, I looked back at my Renew 2022 rides, focusing on climb ft / mile. Even though they were under a century, they were mostly all over 100ft/mi. So my overall rate of exertion should be lower. Further, I had designed this course with a nice ripcord: if my legs ended up quitting on me, I could just turn around and (mostly) coast home.
- Lowlight of the day: It took me way too long this morning to convince myself to “go get it.”
- Highlight of the day: Finishing today feeling less sore than yesterday (despite the additional dirt and elevation today).
- View of the day: Once I crested the 6400ft summit, it was all epic. But my favorite was the first sighting of Lake Chelan, around the 8hr mark.
- Explorer Tiles collected: 22!
Photo Story:
Renew23, Day2: Shady P’ass kicking | Ride | Strava
Day 3: 2023.09.22
Classic Rollercoaster
Rule for day 1: collect as many bonus tiles as possible.
Today’s ride title comes from the elevation profile of the ride: i started with the longest climb of the day, going up McNeil Canyon. This is like the chain lift hill at the start of the coaster ride. And then over the course of the 93.5mi that followed, I was enjoying a progression down, with littler ups and downs all along the way. The only non-coaster part was the headwind I hit for the last 90min.
- Lowlight of the day: the aforementioned headwind
- Highlight of the day: getting to know more of the plateau east of The Columbia. I’ll definitely be planning many more trips up there.
- View of the day: The dam at Bridgeport is the largest I’ve (ever) seen. Don’t get too excited … i haven’t seen any of the “big dams”
- Explorer Tiles collected: 83, thanks to several short detours to collect adjacent tiles.
Photo Story:
Renew23, Day3: Classic Rollercoaster | Ride | Strava
Day 4: 2023.09.23
Aqua Day
Rule for day 4: break the Renew rules, in Renew fashion.
So how did I get to this 5+ straight days of biking Renew format? This was from when my retreat involved going back east, I started by just going to Virginia. But then after my parents passed, I started going to other places. And this is when the 5 centuries format was born.
But now after three years in a row of my Renew having a stable base camp (AZ on 2021, Entiat in 2022 & 2023), and with The Upside (our Chelan house) being nearly done, I’m envisioning a new format: one that centers around The Upside as a center of reflection. Century+ loops every other day, and then the days in the middle writing … and swimming.
Today was me building up my swimming regimen. My two accomplishments:
- This is the latest into the year that I jumped into the lake. And my plan is to do it at least once a season. So now I’ve checked Fall off.
- I swam 693 yards, which is the longest I’ve ever swam. I accomplished this by doing a ramp of X minutes swimming / X minutes in hot tub. I did 3, 4, 5, and 6. When I tried to the 7, I had muscle failure at 6.75. So 24.75 laps, where each lap is 2 lengths of our 14yd pool. I didn’t think I would’ve made it to 6, let alone beyond.
Here’s to many more Renews, with many more changes along the way. To change is to live.
Photo Story:
Renew23, Day4: Aqua Day | Walk | Strava
Day 5: 2023.09.24
Rishi Reflection
For the closing day of this year’s Renew, I spent the afternoon reading, writing, and walking at The Upside. All that time I was thinking about was my brother-in-law, Rishi.
Renew 2022 and Renew 2023 are the bookends of Rishi’s cancer story. Charu called me at the tail end of Renew ’22 to tell me the news on Rishi’s diagnosis. And Renew ’23 began three days after Rishi’s celebration of life.
So much changed in one year. Or more precisely, one thing changed that will have a huge ripple effect. Rishi has passed. Here was the message we sent out on that day:
11 months ago, Rishi’s battle began. Today it ended.
He fought as we knew he would. Mr. Embrace the Suck. He kept his mind focused on getting home and being with his family. Mr. 100%.
Our family now has a huge hole in it. We will carry Rishi with us in our hearts. We will remember him. We will toast him. And we will all listen to a bit more country music to feel nearer to him.
Rest in Peace, dear Rishi.
I was Rishi’s “Stoic cheerleader”. My job as big brother and as fellow husband and father was to do everything I could to keep Rishi focused on the end goal, and to help keep his mind clear.
Early on in the cancer treatment, when he was lying in bed in the middle of the day on a Saturday, he commented on feeling like a “deadbeat dad,” hearing the twins running around the house and not doing anything to help them. Despite the small smile he was wearing when he said this, I could tell he was serious. I sat down on the end of the bed, and he sat up. I said, “Oxygen Mask Principle, brother. You have to put on your own mask first before you can help others. Right now your full-time job is getting yourself better. Then you can be dad again.”
When the serious treatment was about to start, and our rotation of hospital visits to see Rishi began, my first conversation with Rishi was about something one of his nurses had told him. Rishi said, “I loved the way this guy said it to me, ‘you die in your mind before your body dies.’ I’ve gotta keep my mind right.” I loved it too. And that became our mantra. Knowing that the most challenging time to keep your mind right is when you are alone with your own thoughts, I made it a point of ending every single visit over those next 3 months with me pointing at how my head and asking, “Is your mind right?” Rishi always responded “yes” … sometimes more challenged, “It’s not easy, but I’m doing it”, and sometimes more emphatic, “No problem!” But always affirmative.
Rishi’s celebration of life included tributes from family, friends, and coworkers. And all of them highlighted his all-in attitude (100%) and his perseverance (Embrace the Suck). The final tribute was from his brother Ricky, who shared two Warren Miller quotes that Rishi often said:
- “The best place in the world to ski is where you’re skiing that day.” – a great call to “be present” and to savor what you’ve got. Absolutely Stoic.
- “If you don’t do it this year, you’ll be one year older when you do.” – Carpe Diem – Seize the Day. Definitely Stoic.
I love these two quotes, and I will no doubt start to include these in my conversations as a tip of the hat to Rishi. But there’s a third Warren Miller quote that I’m going to make good use of to keep Rishi’s spirit alive: “Die living.” Rishi exemplified that.
I love you brother. I miss you brother.
So now as Renew ’23 draws to a close, that Warren Miller quote reminds me of the quote that I start each Renew with: “I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn from what it had to teach, and not, when I came time to die, discover that I had not lived.” – Henry David Thoreau.
Be Present. Carpe Diem. Easy enough!